Today was another relatively calm start to the week. Nothing really out of the ordinary, but given my current situation at the office I couldn’t afford to lower my guard. With the looming threat of the hearing over my head, it was really hard to relax like I would normally do during a Monday. Tsk. There’s no word yet on when it’ll happen, but it’s likely that the email I’m dreading will pop up over the week.
Am I ready for it? I’m not sure. Expecting something isn’t really the same as being prepared for something, and how can one be prepared for an office inquisition anyway? I guess not panicking would be the best I could hope for.
Still, all this anxiety isn’t doing me any good. I came home drained earlier, and I couldn’t even muster the urge to watch the shows I downloaded over the past few days. I just came home, then jumped into bed. Really.
Can’t afford to be idle though. There’s the submission I have for my class at the end of the week. Need to work on that ASAP.