For all my bluster last night, the shift felt like it teetered on disaster for me. I didn’t focus on my calls, and did a lot of amateur mistakes, which now makes me terrified that any of my calls last night would be monitored. I’m really praying that none will be pulled up for listening, but given my luck… ugh. It’s not a thought I relish.
So what I need to do tonight is make sure not to do a repeat performance, so to speak. And pray really really hard that coaches or my team lead choose another day to pick calls from.